Still a fresh newb here.

How will the driller watch me throw?.... and that god [censored] PAP. What exactly is it?

I would look for what is called and entry level ball. My first new ball was a Columbia Scout hated the darn thing, never could get it to hook. I like Storm balls and the Tropical line is a great place to start. Most companies have entry level balls, but get your mechanics and focus together then proceed to the more expensive balls. Welcome to bowling, Good Luck and practice, and practice some more.

Thank you, will do.